Loosing my best friend !!

Paradise ,

One of the hardest things I have ever been threw , mickey was there with me morning and night , first one I would see when I woke up , last one at bedtime , when I made plans to do something I would include him some way , when my wife or son was feeling down he was always there to make them smile , he ate dinner with us every night , and breakfast every morning , he even slept in the car with me on many occasions , and loved camping trips , when I found out he had cancer I refused to be leave it , and tried to cure it , I got him round the clock care , But two months later it had gotten worse , he was strong but started showings signs of pain , something I would not let happen , putting my best friend to sleep I may never get over . but I have to remember what a priest once told me , god was just letting me barrow him for a short time to brighten up my life , but god wanted him back , so I know now he’s finally where he belongs , paradise , that’s what my best friend , and best dog ever , Mickey , belongs , see you again some day , love you always , Amen ..

Finding out , What , you always new !!!

Goodness changes for the better !!

It really takes a long time to figure out why you were put on this planet . I think you have to have so many ups and downs , highs and lows , good times and bad ,  to figure out the big picture , just being happy ..People with lots of money are always spending it on something that will make themselves happy , but never find true happiness .when you finally find it there will be no money involved , you will feel it in your heart , I think what you can do for others , and understanding it , will bring you true happiness .there never seams to be a shortage on how many people and animals need our help , and it could be just a hello ,  keep doing for others ,  someone is watching !!!

Funerals , sad And happy !!!

Not good by ,, see you later ,,,

Burying dad , hardest thing I ever had to do at this point ,, but the priest was very good , he said a few things that made me a little less sadder , one was that god was just letting us barrow him for a little while , to bright up our lives , but he had to go back to his father , where he would be in a real kingdom , which he deserves ,  and my dad had a hard like a lot of other dads , so he deserved to go back to heaven , there’s no better place ,,  rest in peace dad !!!!

Looking back !!!

Early days ..

During sad times you have to look back to your younger days to pull you threw , if your lucky you had a lot of fun times with friends and family growing up , and if you focus on those days you will be ok . I can remember doing a lot of fun things with my dad , and looking back even though times were tough he always kept s brave face , smiled , and kept moving forward , I’m going to focus on those days to get me threw my hard times ,  hopefully others can do the same , R.I.P . DAD..

Figure it out ??? Forget it !!!

Be happy , if possible ,,

The waiting is the hardest part , funeral and burial is best to be done as quick as possible ,  when someone passes away out of state and you have to bring them to there home town , its bad , every day that goes by is like reliving the death , the pressure on the brain is mind boggling , I have never prayed so much in my whole life , as I have done in these past three months ,  and planning the funeral at the funeral parlor is very sad , so live each day to its fullest , don’t take anything for granted , not even the smallest thing , be happy , even when you think your mad , Most of all be nice to your neighbor , love one an other …

Loosing everything !!!

Let’s pray !!

Just when you think it can’t get any worse , you loose your father unexpectedly ,  not having a place to live is bad , finding out you dog has cancer and then loosing your dad can really take a toll on your faith in god , but I keep hearing that is the path god set for me , to make me who I will eventually be , all I can do now is pray for others , forgive those who have done me wrong , and be thankful for what I have , so I go on , one minute at a time , god bless everyone I meet ,amen !!

Crazy Country , what now ???

Donald Trump , step up !!

Times are tough , I have never heard so many people complaining about so many things . Its a very bad situation and I don’t see it getting better any time soon.  Everyone I talk to says money is tight , but so tight that some people don’t have food in there house to eat . I think that this problem is bigger than anyone wants to admit ,  what should happen is our government needs to step in and send out stimulus checks like they did before to help out the people that are starving , its such a big problem that only the government can help fix it , after all they caused it from years of greed , the rich taking so much that there wasn’t any money left to help the poor , we need Donald Trump to step in and help , if eight people own half the wealth of the country , and the rest of the country has to manage on what’s left , the problem will only get worse , greed is really ruining our world and someone with power needs to fix it , concerned citizens united , what we need !!!!

Our country !!

Peace , love , understanding !!! Simple ,,

I’m hearing all kinds of bullshit .  how bad our economy is , only the rich will survive ,  but the poor people are keeping our economy going ,  what to believe , who knows , should we invest in pot stocks , or green energy ,  gold or silver ,  what to do , plus everyone is trying to scam each other, or steel your money threw the internet , its really crazy , how do you support your family , we all need to come together and help each other , where to start , at least trump seams to get it , but for my generation it might be to little to late , pray for a miracle , that’s what we need , contact the problem solver , I know what to do , just need the resources to get it done ,  thank you , and god bless us all !!!!

Memory loss ??

Do you remember ??

I have a friend with short term memory loss ,  every ten minutes or so he forgets what happened a few minutes before ,  I keep reminding him of what he did a few minutes earlier , it gets pretty crazy , if you try to put yourself in his situation it would drive you crazy , I mean every little thing is new , its like the movie ground hog day , it seams impossible , but its true , it would drive you crazy ,  you need hundreds of pads just to keep track of what is important in your life so you do the simple things like eat , or take your medicine ,  if you meet someone new , and don’t write down there name , it will be a new person to you every day , over and over ,  pretty bad ,  all from an insect bite ,  more people have this problem than you know ???  Do you know anyone with this problem ??

New year !!!!! New things ???

New friends !!

There is so many things we can do differently from last year , where do I start , making new friends is a good place , trying to make new friends is hard , we need to find ones that have good thoughts in mind , nice places , kind words for one an other , I guess social media might be the place , we all need to come together and help each other , fill our minds with positive things  , anyone that wants to get involved , I’m open for suggestions , happy new year , there are many topics to choose from …