Loosing my best friend !!

Paradise ,

One of the hardest things I have ever been threw , mickey was there with me morning and night , first one I would see when I woke up , last one at bedtime , when I made plans to do something I would include him some way , when my wife or son was feeling down he was always there to make them smile , he ate dinner with us every night , and breakfast every morning , he even slept in the car with me on many occasions , and loved camping trips , when I found out he had cancer I refused to be leave it , and tried to cure it , I got him round the clock care , But two months later it had gotten worse , he was strong but started showings signs of pain , something I would not let happen , putting my best friend to sleep I may never get over . but I have to remember what a priest once told me , god was just letting me barrow him for a short time to brighten up my life , but god wanted him back , so I know now he’s finally where he belongs , paradise , that’s what my best friend , and best dog ever , Mickey , belongs , see you again some day , love you always , Amen ..

Finding out , What , you always new !!!

Goodness changes for the better !!

It really takes a long time to figure out why you were put on this planet . I think you have to have so many ups and downs , highs and lows , good times and bad ,  to figure out the big picture , just being happy ..People with lots of money are always spending it on something that will make themselves happy , but never find true happiness .when you finally find it there will be no money involved , you will feel it in your heart , I think what you can do for others , and understanding it , will bring you true happiness .there never seams to be a shortage on how many people and animals need our help , and it could be just a hello ,  keep doing for others ,  someone is watching !!!

Funerals , sad And happy !!!

Not good by ,, see you later ,,,

Burying dad , hardest thing I ever had to do at this point ,, but the priest was very good , he said a few things that made me a little less sadder , one was that god was just letting us barrow him for a little while , to bright up our lives , but he had to go back to his father , where he would be in a real kingdom , which he deserves ,  and my dad had a hard like a lot of other dads , so he deserved to go back to heaven , there’s no better place ,,  rest in peace dad !!!!

Looking back !!!

Early days ..

During sad times you have to look back to your younger days to pull you threw , if your lucky you had a lot of fun times with friends and family growing up , and if you focus on those days you will be ok . I can remember doing a lot of fun things with my dad , and looking back even though times were tough he always kept s brave face , smiled , and kept moving forward , I’m going to focus on those days to get me threw my hard times ,  hopefully others can do the same , R.I.P . DAD..

Figure it out ??? Forget it !!!

Be happy , if possible ,,

The waiting is the hardest part , funeral and burial is best to be done as quick as possible ,  when someone passes away out of state and you have to bring them to there home town , its bad , every day that goes by is like reliving the death , the pressure on the brain is mind boggling , I have never prayed so much in my whole life , as I have done in these past three months ,  and planning the funeral at the funeral parlor is very sad , so live each day to its fullest , don’t take anything for granted , not even the smallest thing , be happy , even when you think your mad , Most of all be nice to your neighbor , love one an other …